The most regrettable thing I’ve ever done was telling my mom I wish she died instead of my dad. It was my sophomore year in college, my dad had just died, I was so close to him-we did everything together. There was never a thing I didn’t tell him. So you could only imagine what his death did to me, I was so devastated and broken. He died of diabetes, it was so bad. Of course, I’ve always loved him more than my mom. We shared a bond I just cannot explain. Often times, before he died, I’ve overheard my mom getting angry and complaining to him about how he indulges me so much. He would of course smile and tell her mom was just jealous he gave me so much attention, moreover they’ve got only me. After he died, I tried getting close to mom cos I really felt so sad for her, but the bond wasn’t anything close to what I had with my dad. The day it all happened, my mom was to be at work till the morning of the next day. I invited my boyfriend over (she doesn’t know about him) so we could have the house to ourselves before she comes back. We overslept and she came earlier than usual to meet two naked individuals in her living room. My boyfriend rushed out immediately we were aware of her presence. She slapped me so hard, I got so furious and out of anger I told her I hated her so much I wish she was the one that died instead of dad. She was so shocked hearing that from me, I left home home immediately to stay with a friend. Two weeks later I got a distress call that’s my mom was involved in an accident and died immediately. I killed her, well, literally. I didn’t even get a chance to apologize for the hurtful words I said to her. I live to regret my actions everyday since then.